poison punk<p>while watching i've just realised that my country NL was under <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/nazi" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>nazi</span></a> occupation during WW2, and it's only a strip of land on the coast, just like <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/gaza" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>gaza</span></a>. if it wasn't for the <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/WesternAllies" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>WesternAllies</span></a> i might never been born and my country would be german now. my granddad was in the <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/resistance" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>resistance</span></a>. he'd be turning in his grave if he knew what <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/israel" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>israel</span></a> & western allies are doing to <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/palestinians" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>palestinians</span></a> & actually, me as an immigrant trans person with a differability.<br>while watching i've just realised that my country NL was under <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/nazi" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>nazi</span></a> occupation during WW2, and it's only a strip of land on the coast, just like <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/gaza" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>gaza</span></a>. if it wasn't for the <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/WesternAllies" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>WesternAllies</span></a> i might never been born and my country would be german now. my granddad was in the <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/resistance" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>resistance</span></a>. he'd be turning in his grave if he knew what <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/israel" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>israel</span></a> & western allies are doing to <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/palestinians" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>palestinians</span></a> & actually, me as an immigrant trans person with a differability. </p><p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/GifsArtidote" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>GifsArtidote</span></a>: i am utterly ashamed of my country and my host country. I feel sick being white, from a middle-class family and a racist, colonialist country. I feel I am carrying the responsibility both countries deny they have. and it's mentally crushing me. luckily it can't touch my moral integrity, growing stronger by the day, until death do us part.</p><p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/press" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>press</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/news" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>news</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/BreakingNews" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>BreakingNews</span></a></p><p><a href="https://youtu.be/tC8l09ut418?si=kWvjdUChi-lfsuzs" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">youtu.be/tC8l09ut418?si=kWvjdU</span><span class="invisible">Chi-lfsuzs</span></a></p>